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Originally Posted by Purple Heart
Hi carrie-ann
Welcome and thank you for your post. The reason most probably that you afraid of demons still coming to get you is because you probably have PTSD!!! Otherwise known as post-traumatic stress disorder. Being told that at such a young age creates ENORMOUS negative impact on your life! No wonder your still suffering at age 45!! It is absolute horrible and evil what your dad did to you! Have you considered going to the police and having him charged? Do you see a therapist? Ritual or satanic abuse although never experienced it, is probably one of the worse kinds of child abuse. Get help and realise it was not your fault!
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i know i have complex ptsd but that doesn't make the flashbacks any easier when i get trapped in them and it's real to me.
the police tried their hardest to have my father charged with everything but could only get him charged on sexual abuse charges.
i don't see a therapist, their isn't one available here who specializes in ra/sa who is also available on the nhs.
i realize it wasn't my fault he hurt me, but it IS my fault i wasn't strong enough to take it.