I was doing accounting work but find it impossible to think when I go through these really depressive episodes. I know when I get anxious or upset about anything it seems, I go into a very deep depression. Today I out of work once again because of my not being able to follow procedures for a job. I have decided in the last couple of days that I need to look at things I can do, not what I can't do any longer.
We are having a garage sale this weekend and I have enjoyed that, meeting people and talking a bit with each one. My trouble is when too many people get close to me. I am afraid of being judged, so little bits of conversations work good for me. I see the Phys doctor on Tuesday, hope to cut back on meds taking now and get something that will work for me.
My mind feels full and empty at the same time.
Anyone feel the same way?