I keep thinking about breaking my mirror. I've done it before when there was nothing else around. Gosh its just so tempting! But I keep thinking that if I do SI then I will let my family down. I told them I was going to get better, but I can't seem to get a grip! If I SI then they will see the cut and it will make them sad and I will feel guilty and that will only make me want to cut more and then repeat. When I kept quiet about this it was just self-guilt I had to deal with, but now that my family knows I feel so conflicted!