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Originally Posted by justgivealittle
I have been unraveling and falling apart bit by bit. I am having strong urges to SI and could use a lot of support. I haven't cut in the last few months(which is good) but I do admit that I have been starting to do "head banging" which I'm pretty sure is still considered SI and really doesn't help but for some reason hurting myself seems like the right thing to do because I feel its what I deserve. Can anyone else relate?
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I hope you are doing better now. I can relate to you. YOu will prolly have urges for the rest of your life. how you deal with them is up to you. I know for me I do whatever i can to try and help someone else when I feel that way. I hope that I can help you and I want you to know that you are not alone and that I want to be there for you if you will let me. Hang in there and stay strong. Yes, the head banging is a form of SI. I used to do that when i was in the hospital and had no other way to help me cope. Remembr that it all takes time and work. Hope that you are doing better. I'm here for you if you want me to be there for you. I care and hope to be your friend. Take care and God bless!
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