i dont have many freinds...but no one ever calls me cause they genuinely wants to hang out or shoot the ****...i seem to be there last resort always...but the minute they do call me and im doing something ex: at the beach...they get pissed cause i didnt invite them...and i feel bad afterwards...so i try to reach out and they just ignore me.

i rephrase i dont have any real freinds...i did at one point...atleast i felt like i did...and that pretty much went out the door