Junerain - I very much admire you for keeping yourself involved in meaningful activities where you are involved with others doing constructive things.

I do nothing. I would possibly like the kind of things that you describe. I should try to do something. You are a good example that life doesn't have to be all about just thinking sad things. Sad things come into our minds, but they have to be displaced by better things. I haven't begun to do that. I know it's a shame that I don't help myself more. I, too, have just spend a horrendously lonely weekend.