Dear T,

I miss you and I don't miss you. I don't want you to be so important to me but you are. I know you accept where I am but sometimes I think you expected me to be much farther along than I am by now. I don't want to disappoint you but I still need you very much. I wish I were having my session this week. I don't want to wait another week. It's too long.

Love or maybe not love,
rainbow