I am 38 years old have suffered off and on with differing degrees of anorexia since I was a child. I have had 15 surgeries and 5 in the past year. I had stomach surgery last year and since then it seems like I can hardly eat. I also had my tonsils out and have had sinus surgery since November which has made my sense of taste all but just disappear. I have not tried to lose so much weight but since I have now it seems like I am obsessed with my weight again. I am getting confused in the head and am not sure if I like this or not. There is part of me that wants to continue losing but part of me that is scared but part excited. Anyone else have similar feeling if not the same problem?