Oh Yoda, first I want to say how good it is to see you back on here!! You were really missed & your post was perfectly fine, no worries at all.

I am so sorry for all the animals you have lost, it is heart breaking.
Your families illnesses & home needing repair can seem insurmountable. Can see why you are frazzled. Things have to start getting better, right. As George said tho, if you know of anyone who could fix the outlet, try & work on that soon. We want you safe!

Other than that Yoda, I don't have any great words of wisdom. Just know you are heard, believed & cared about.
Again, so sorry you've had such a trying year.