I've been there before, not that long ago. I know how you feel and how difficult it is for you right now, but believe me, there is always a reason to live. A while back i almost ended everything, im not sure what stopped me, maybe just all the possibilities i was about to throw away, and now i see how wrong i was to think there was nothing for me in the world or how the world didnt need me, but it does. It needs you in it too, even if you may not see it that way at the moment, there are poeple that want you here and need you here.