((((unhappyguy))))),

No, your tormentors have not won, they only have a ticket to hell and sent out a bomerange of bad Karma. That is definitely the PTSD talking, I know it well because I get that way myself. Give the application for SSDI a chance too, I hope you listed all your physical and psychological challenges.

As far as employment is concerned, remember, with the economy it is a bigger challenge and you are not alone in struggling to find work. I am impressed that you HAVE been reaching out for the programs that are helpful and teach job search skills.
Though I know you are feeling depressed right now, keep making efforts, even if you only send out one resume. Remember that you will only find something if you keep dabbling in the search and try very hard to have an open mind. Believe me, I know the struggle with feeling down and hopeless often, me too. I have bad days and better days and I just keep trying and praying a lot too.

(((Hugs to please remember to be kind and caring of yourself no matter what))))
Open Eyes