I kinda already know what the answer to this issue. There are too many dynamics behind this delima of mine to really discuss. And I believe that this issue will eventually weed itself out because it is just not ment to be. There are already signs that it will come to an end. When, I don't know, but the signs are there. I've already actively been seeking other women to go out with and people are always trying to fix me up with other girls. But it is hard to let go of someone who you have become soooo close to. And, im my opinion, really close. We can tell each other anything without fear of the other running and telling anyone anything. I did test the waters a little, she found out and I could tell by her voice tone that she did not like it that there was possibly another woman interested in me. I know that it will eventually come to an end, just like almost eveything else in my life does. So many people and things have come and went in my life. It is just hard. I've been divorced now for 6 years and it does not get any better it seems. Especially at night when everything slows down. I do stay busy a lot, but I can only stay busy for so long. But any advice would be appreciated.