Basically after 4 years of being together, she left me for awhile, nothing spoken between us. Until recently she came back and she is with someone, and me at the same time....and it's causing me a lot of stress and it's really just not helping me out at all. Shes telling me all these things she wants with me, and that she loves me and im buying into all of it cause to me she's worth all this pain i'm feeling.. i just dont know how much longer i can handle all this

i feel myself sliping lately , and im really just trying to make it till my next therapist appointment thursday