I have tried to get out of my isolation but it's really hard. I have anxiety and I don't like to go outside much because I'm really self-concious and I always think that everyone is talking about me. That's one of the reasons why I get homeschooled. I do go to the library often. I haven't been doing that since I'm visiting my parents. I do go to church but I don't have any friends there even though there are a few people there my age. I really don't want to start burning myself but I feel really bad. I mean REALLY bad. I used to talk walks with my mother but we haven't been doing that since she's really tired now when she gets home. I'm in therapy right now although I haven't told her about hurting myself but I do feel better after meeting her.

Thank you for your suggestions
Miara