Well, I've been gone for quite awhile. Long story short, I was on meds; they made me suicidal, and I called a hotline. Next thing I know, I'm at the ER, and my mom's crying because I scared her. And then I'm sent to Coastal Harbor Mental Hospital and I spend nine days in hell. Now I'm seeing two p docs and a T. Also, I'm on Celexa and Abilify.

But I want to tell the long version. Except I'm too tired to write anything right now. So I'll post it in pieces.