Let me preface this with and I'm not lecturing (I'm in no place to lecture as I'm slipping as well)

I get your feelings and I know we all post on PC just to mind vomit a bit (myself included) because we just need to put it out there and we don't even know what we want to hear, BUT if you don't want someone to reach out and tell you to take care of yourself, why post on a site where that's what we all do? Perhaps you want a little something? Then again, maybe not. Maybe I'm just desperately looking for some subconscious cues and am deluding myself. If that's the case I'm sorry.

Not telling you to eat. (not exactly advising against it either, though.....) Wishing you the best life can offer and wondering if cold and exhaustion and calorie obsession provides that.

Not a lecture! Trust me I'm in no position to lecture.