Rose, you are so dear and yes, I plan on staying around PC, it's been very helpful. This morning I am making an appt with a shrink, can't do this on my own because the hits just keep coming every day. I can 'heal' if the trauma would just stop! It's some new horrible thing everyday it seems. Hate the thought of more meds! We all know that self medicating with booze, pot, etc is not good and only delays the healing, but honestly I don't see much difference in that and the 'legal' drugs.....they numb ya too, right?

We'll see! I guess that's why they call it 'practicing medicine'.