Thanks Need Support,

Yes, my boyfriend really started bugging me to add up the calories, and when I did it was way way below the recommended ammount for myself. Well at first when posted this it was higher. But I soon decreased the amount of food upon all the gallbladder symptoms I started having, and I didn't notice how low the food intake was till I added it up. When you are feeling reay sick it feels like a lot of food.

Ive been doing a bit better now. One big motivation for me is that I got to Bikram yoga 4 days a week, and I haven't been able to go. The heat in the room is way too much when I am underweight and I believe that can actually be dangerous. But I really need to go, it helps me so much with the anorexia and with bipolar. I have been trying to eat mire this past week and have actually gained a few pounds back! I'm trying to be happy about that. I can go back to my hot yoga hopefully this week, and I hope it goes well. Last time I was there I felt very I'll during an after the session. I felt like I was going to pass out the whole time, blacking out and had a massive headache. After class I felt like I had a bad flu, could not cool down and just felt really ill. This has happened quite a bit, so Im just not sure. I hope it will go a little better upon returning.

I love the hot yoga as I find it very demanding and I really have to focus and be present in the room. However I am a little nervous about being underweight and exerting myself so much in a room heated to 105 degrees F an 40% humidity. But if I can use it as motivation to keep my weight up then I guess that's a good thing.