Thank you for your advice, bare with me I'm still getting used to this.
I have explained to him how I feel and that I'm innocent of the things he thinks I'm up to. He's in hospital at the mo because he came off of his meds. He's actually been quite nice to me this time. The last time he was do hurtful but this time he's really trying to be nice to me. Im trying to be supportive and he appreciates my efforts. I have been going there and he's been introducing me to ppl on the ward. I'm happy he is feeling comfortable enough to know I'm not going to judge him/ his new friends but at the same time I wonder if this is going to be a part of my life. Numerous visits to the hospital, putting my life on hold and always worrying when the next episode will come. I have anxiety and am trying to beat the habit of worrying. I feel the staff are a bit off with me and I don't know why.