He wasn't this way before. We were partners, a team, best friends. It was only in August things changed. It was literally invasion of the body snatcher. One day normal, next day different.

He always had me laughing. We did everything together or at least both were involved in everything in one way or another. He's an amazing father, even to my oldest son who isn't his by blood. That doesn't matter to him. He used to go outside. He used to tease me because I used to stay in and he would take the boys outside to play ball in the yard. He is a natural leader and caring about others. People gravitate to him. He always was helpful and caring with strong values and beliefs.

That is why I got so lost and confused by all of this... because a year ago I would have laughed in anyone's face who could tell me he would change like that.

But he texted me a while ago, saying he doesn't understand why I've changed. He says he feels like I'm lost. I told him I'm going to see the therapist. It's a relationship therapist. Maybe he will come with me... I don't know... All I know is I want my husband back. my real husband, who I think texted me today. Not that other person who is in his head and takes over him....