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Originally Posted by Spiderlegs
Rose, you are so dear and yes, I plan on staying around PC, it's been very helpful. This morning I am making an appt with a shrink, can't do this on my own because the hits just keep coming every day. I can 'heal' if the trauma would just stop! It's some new horrible thing everyday it seems. Hate the thought of more meds! We all know that self medicating with booze, pot, etc is not good and only delays the healing, but honestly I don't see much difference in that and the 'legal' drugs.....they numb ya too, right?
We'll see! I guess that's why they call it 'practicing medicine'.
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I understand about the "hits just keep coming every day".
I got to a point to where when I heard the phone ring, I would feel intense anxiety
I was over-saturated and couldn't take one more second.
Even in T, the thought of certain family members calling makes my stomach tightened, I feel sick, and I start panicking (I am so afraid they are going to call me. it's never good news).
Thankfully, they haven't called in awhile.
Anyyyhooo, sorry to go me-me-me...it's you you you! Sending a big hug! We will get through this!
