Just got home from the appointment with T and it went great! He completely understood what was going on and he told me my feelings were normal and that it was perfectly okay to express them in such a way. We talked alot about supressed feelings and I get to listen to my ipod for "urge surfing"/music therapy. I'm so happy that everything went okay and that I was able to get my characters and fantasies off my chest, and he gave me the okay to continue with my outfit.

Yay!