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Originally Posted by mortimer
I never felt so out of control. Why is it out of control now? I genuinely feel like I've reached the end. I'm just so tired, I've reached the end of what has been my life and it's time for a rest.
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Maybe that is just it, you are tired of trying to keep the lid on it like you have your whole life?
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Originally Posted by mortimer
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It's my fault for not stopping what happening and letting it go on for so long so long,
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Are you sure? Were you a child? If you were, you were powerless to stop it.
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Originally Posted by mortimer
It's killing me now and why didn't it then? Why didn't it hurt then why didn't it hurt like this then?
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You probably dissociated yourself from it to survive it? And now you are safe so it is coming back/out?