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Originally Posted by mommyof2girls
Yeah .... for me it is deff about the whole power issue.... I have always found myself drawn to men that hold some kind of power.... 
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George: It really has nothing to do with the Holocaust side of it, it's a sense of power, confidence, and authority. I admitted to my T that I felt guilty that the US did not have as nice uniforms as they did, how it made me feel like I was secretly rooting for the bad guys. But that's not true. My T made a point that girls are told not to express themselves sexually and have to act a certain way, which is way he encouraged my outfit--he said at this stage in my life, being young and in college, was a perfect time to explore my sexuality and if that's what turns me on then go for it. Yes, I do realize what the Nazis have done, but I do not get turned on by what they did.
Mommyof2girls: After talking to my T, I don't think it's something to be ashamed of. Of course, it's not something to update on Facebook or be open about it in public, but at least here we are anononymous and it is a safe place. Here and my T arethe only places I can talk about it freely--my family would freak, Facebook would freak, and Yahoo Answers would freak and think it's a sinister joke.
I feel better knowing that there is at least one person here who can relate to me. Thank you for your honesty