Whew nothing like a good solid backlash from one's insiders to put me back on shakey ground and remind me that it's all fun and games until the s- hits the fan.
TRIGGER POSS
Dealing with sui. ideation and inner threats of self harm. It's a lot for them all to take on - that someone ill work with THEM. see THEM. and start emdr with them. which means telling.
telling is the kicker - that's my insider's big NO NO and her no. 1 job to keep everyone quiet. how then will she, the deputy, be allowed (encouraged) to speak? yike.