Hi Clinte89 - I wish taking medication every day could make me something close to "normal". I take my meds because it gets me closer to normal, albeit still far off the desired outcome. I couldn't survive without meds so the improvement - they keep me alive but I still can't function unfortunately

Hope you get over your blahs soon. When meds help, going off them doesn't help.
Lisa - you sounded really clear about how you wanted to go about things - it takes time to find the right therapist and stuff - how are you going in your search?