Dexter,
I know that the fight is hard and long...god I know but as you probably know the hardest part sometimes is the fight against yourself. I can understand that you probably feel like the fight is not helping (physical pain so does not help) but you have to realize that just because you are choosing to fight against feeling depressed means that you are doing something good and helpful to yourself. Just think of how many people are out there that are not even dealing with their depression in any form and are letting it consume their lives. That is not happening to you. The fact that you can talk about it with others shows that.
I would miss you if you were not here. Your contributions are wonderful and have helped me so many times already.

Try to stay strong,
Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>