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Old May 02, 2012, 05:52 AM
Johnny Be Good
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Originally Posted by erraticpendulum View Post
Hello ninjamel.
It is good to know someone understood what i meant and also has BP1. Mixed periods are hell i have to say i struggle allot with my temperment its like trying to balance an erratic swinging pendulum on a the razors edge. Lack of sleep sure does take its toll doesnt it, most people cant comprehend the fact that i have had periods of 6months were i slept less than an hour a night. Is it any wonder we get psychotic after 3-4 weeks without any sleep or food, its worse that it happens without even realising. One day you feel great next thing you know its been a months of excess destructive actions that you only have vauge recollections of. Just a empty bank account less friends and a notepad full of frantic scibbles associating song lyrics to newspaper headlines with obvious hidden meanings that had purposeful messages others are to slow and stupid to see.

That's exactly what happened to me a year ago with a major melt down.