((((Willowleaf)))) i do what you do and then get worse. The reason i do it is because no one took me to dr when i was little and i had undiagnosed asthma. I was just yelled at when i couldnt breathe and told to calm down . Everything was all in my head. Then as an
adult , i had a dr and ex husband who treated me like i was crazy
And i felt those feelings again. Now i have a caring dr and supportive bfriend and am realizing that i need to take care of myself, i have a RESPONSIBILITY to my friends, family and work and myself to take care of myself so i dont get sicker. Wishing you healing. Ypu deserve the time you need to recover. Peace.