((((Mortimer))) it will be ok. You are safe now. What happened to you will NEVER happen again. If you want to tell and are getting mad that is a GOOD sign . You are getting stronger. I know that wanting/ not wanting to tell feeling. It is ok to tell now, but you dont have to do anything before you are ready. OpenEyes is right IT WASN'T YOUR FAULT. Let me say that again, IT WASN'T YOUR FAULT. repeat these words after me, " it wasn't my fault." Say that to yourself as often as you need to. Whenever you hate yourself or feel
guilty. Like my favorite T told me , you probably feel guilty for breathing. How sad. When we are beautiful, sweet, innocent children we can be harmed so deeply that we feel rotten and evil to the very core. We feel we don't have the right to even exist. Don't let
those terrible feelings win. They are lies. Lies that abuse teaches us. Peace and hugs. May angels surround you.