I have just a couple more days until my first apt with my T. I am crazy nervous, but my husband is going to go with me to this first meeting. Did anyone see the recent Modern Family episode where Claire got the smile every time she was explaining about the man that had died? I felt my cheeks burning while I watched that! I have a tendency to get a nervous laugh when talking about serious things. It's a dumb nervous habit. I know I'm going to have to tell the T about what has made me seek out therapy (recent SUI ideation). Ever since I saw that Modern Family episode, all I can think about is how I'm probably going to get a stupid grin on my face or laugh as I tell him about it. Does this happen enough where the T is going to realize it is just a stupid nervous action? Can you tell I'm really obsessing about this first meeting? Eek.