Hey all,

Thank you so much for listening to my whining and helping me.

I can't deal with this. I'm finally a senior in college...even though I wanted to get out, now I'm starting to make friends and there's only three weeks left...I can't bear the thought of not seeing them again, because I'm finally starting to open up.

There's a girl too, she made me feel better when she held me, and she's gonna be on my mind for some time....

Oh what do I do? Besides try to take drugs to ease the pain...