I agree with everyone else, hon.

Granted I know nothing about your family other than what you've shared...BUT...

Like you said, you flatlined once this past year and nothing, NOTHING is worth that!!!

You have been such a wonderful friend and support for me...not a "freak." Someone who's going through a really bad time...keep talking to us!!!

I'm around on pm or Yahoo if you want to talk!

*HUGS*