Please understand what you really are considering. Who do you want to find you.....what are they suppose to do when they find you...you won't be able to tell them. Are you in pain? Tell us what your pain is, tell someone anyone. Do you know who will never forgive themselves if you do this. You must realize what you will be doing to all the people that care about you....yes they do care they will love you no matter how you feel. You must think of the pain you will be leaving behind on purpose. Why would you want anyone to feel pain that because of you will never leave them. You are not your tragedy you are of value ....your spirit is hurting but this is the season you are in today. Seasons change and I believe you have more reasons to live and as you realize you can help others because of what you decided not to do today. You are remarkable, you are wonderful. You will rise above today and be grateful when you see what tomorrow brings. Share with us your joy so we know you care. I really do know how you feel..I have been where you are; I am so grateful to be here today.