I feel very well today. Sometime yesterday, after a nap in the afternoon, I woke up and I was out of the black pit. I was so bad Monday morning, I had SI. I went to stay with my friend at his apartment, and started to get better yesterday, and got much better by around noon time today. So I left to go pay my rent and do errands, and I have not felt scared being alone. It is like a wondrous miracle when I get better, after being very depressed.