my greatgrandfather passed away two weeks ago

he had a will and left everything to my mom and her older sister to split 50/50 between them, and that their other siblings (one who is in and out of prision and stole money from my greatgrandparents, and the other their brother who is my abuser and abused my above mentioned aunt, which my mom and her older sister know of and didn't doubt the truth of) were to recieve NOTHING

My mom and her older sister decied to give them both a something. I am ENRAGED that they are going against my greatgrandfather's wishes

I am more upset they think they have to, my dad tried to talk them out of it, because he fears they will get greedy and try and contest the will and that he thinks it is wrong for them to get anything seeing as how they treated my greatgrandparents when they were alive

I'm raw, Im hurting, and this triggers so much for me on top of the trigger that was my greatgrandfather passing away

My greatgrandparents meant a lot to me, they were some of the few happy memories I can recall from my childhood. It was hard to say goodbye to my greatgrandmother 6 years ago, and watching my greatgrandfather pass away opened up that hurt plus new hurt of having to say goodbye to him too

I'm raw, I"m just...trying to keep myself togehter. I buried my childhood it feels like.

I'm so mad, I'm so sad, I'm trying to stay together, I"m trying to stay clear of all of this but it is hard, it is so hard.