i get these A LOT.
i dont know what it is. what its from
but i get them a lot

mostly me doing stuff to other people
i have bad urges.
so i redirect it to me.
either by cutting or hitting myself or jumping off something and not breaking my fall. if im not hurting myself then ill be hurting.......yea..

but then i get some of me being attacked by the people following me around
hung about in my yard and forest next to me. bushes.

believe me in know who the F is in those planes all time.
I VOICED WHAT I HAD TO SAY TO MY THERAPIST AND SHE DIDNT SAY ANYTHING.
did i voice too much?
i put out that i believe i was being followed by a shadow agency in relation the fbi.
SHE JUST LOOKED AT ME.
the EFFIN WENCH.