Hey I'm sorry about you crying all the time. You say that you're going to Europe alone. Are you sure nobody will go with you? And anyway if you go on your own you will be able to see sights that you want to see, not what your companion wants to see. Selfish I know, but still, this is your holiday!

You say it's your birthday when you go abroad. Why not see it as a special trip just for you, an unusual way to celebrate it, something totally out of the ordinary. When people ask you, What did you do for your birthday, you can say, Ah well, I treated myself to a visit to Europe. Then they are most impressed and ask you questions about it.

It is very good, you being determined not to cut yourself. Good for you!

Where are you going to in Europe?

Hope you're feeling better,

- silver_queen