Well, it sure sounds like you are getting a workout Rose. But you have to find ways to pull up your purple pants and get a nice tight purple belt to keep those pants up.

Rose, just keep telling yourself, "I AM EVOLVING, SO WATCH OUT". Your were tested and you are too smart for them. YES, they are like little children sadly and will test you just like little children. While I understand this is tiring, you are on the ball Rose. I am glad to hear your therapist is working with you, it sounds like you ARE making progress.

You should keep a diary, a daily diary of your own so you can write down the things that these people try along with the dates. If you ever have to report them or anything you will have a very accurate accounting of their misbehaviors. Even if some people talk about grapes, there is absoultely NO harm in paying attention to the crew and how they may be causing the ship to stray off course.

(((Hugs))))
Open Eyes