Thanks for posting on here, and I'm glad you have found PC! I'm sorry you are so depressed.
I hope you keep posting, there are many people here (including me) who are willing to listen and offer support.
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"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan
“If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.