since we dont know your counselor as you do we cant say for sure but maybe its his own frustrations showing when he said that? not that it makes it any easier or even right but thats what happened with our counselor. has he ever done anything like this before? sometimes when we get so overwhelmed or frantic we will email constantly in hopes of getting our immediate needs met and we have been challenged such as you have quite a few times before-or as it was so nicely put to us-we were very borderline. when is your next session with him? if we arent being too nosy why are you going into the hospital? sorry of we arent being helpful just trying to offer suggestions. we are here for you regardless♥♥♥