Hey,

You are very young and have realized you need help. I have waited 35 years to get help and it is very tough. Everyday it is a battle for me. I get real depressed from some personality disorders, and my judgement gets very skewed. The confusion, the sadness, the worries. It really sucks. Dont give up, I havent yet. Are you seeing a doctor or therapist? Keep posting here, it really helps. Take care.

Mike