My lack of emotions is ruining my chance of having a relationship. For months now, I haven't been able to feel or reciprocate feelings. I have sex with people, and then when they want more, freak out and ignore them or act wierd until they leave me alone. This often backfires as guys think I'm just really cool, playing hard to get, playing games or just a really trusting open girl. But in reality, I just can't feel a thing, and I can't even fake it. I cannot make emotional connections to anyone. Help, or relate?