Hi All, turns out I'm still delirious from my moodstabilisers, so they have been lowered anyway, and my pdoc has upped my ptsd meds just for a couple of days and then we will up my a/d's for a couple of days to try and pull me out of this dip without getting too delirious, as I would do if I stayed on those higher doses any longer. My beautiful son is going through a challenging stage and is being challenging at the moment - I see puberty as a short term bipolar lol. (He could also be bipolar too though). We had ANOTHER fantastic thing happen to us today!!!! I feel guilty for being mentally ill with all these thoughtful things that people have done for us this week. An organisation rang us this afternoon and told me they had paid the remainder of my son's school fees for the year!!! (about $300). I put my son on to thank them too . I don't know why so many amazing things are happening this week but I'm so glad they are. It is a time for help - because my resilience feels a bit exhausted right atm... I'll pick up again and so will my staunch independence and pride that is my biggest strength and my greatest weakness xxx