To have proper meals? I will feel hungry but I just can't be bothered to have proper meals and then eventually I stop feeling hungry and before I know it the whole day has gone by and I haven't eaten anything other than a couple of snacks. I just can't be ****** anymore. I want to give up but I don't because I know how much that would affect the people in my life. At the same time though, I can't keep living my life for other people.