Earlier in therapy when I was feeling very rebellious, I did contemplate going to session either drunk or high (this was before I was sober) just for the h*** of it. But I decided that would be a really stupid and childish thing to do, so I never did.

But the way I'm feeling lately, with life kicking me repeatedly in the butt, I would love to rethink this just to get T's reaction. But I won't - I'm beyond that type of behavior. Worth fantasizing about on a really bad day though