#1 I just noticed in your sig that it says no hugs or q's about therapy. And I did both on another one of your posts. So I apologize for that.

#2 I can relate, unfortunatly. I was raped, but stayed with the guy and let him do it again. Whats worse is that I had concentual sex with him twice as well, and was submissive too. My t says I was in survival mode. Maybe once it went sexual, you transitioned into surival mode too?

#3 This does not mean that you don't deserve a nice guy.

#4 If you care about this guy, you need to tell him what happened. At the very least tell him how this encounter made you feel.

#5 I'm so sorry all this has happened to you. tc