I hear and see all kinds of things. Lately the voices have been very weird. I would just hear a phrase out of the blue a few times a day. I hear it with my ears. Sometimes it seems like right behind me while I am sitting at my computer. The random phrase person is most of the time male. Although I do hear a female one occasionally. For example the female yelled at me one day while I was in a store saying, "I am controlling you." Weird since the government person is mostly male. A couple of times the male one has a better vocabulary than I do. That was only a few times though. It was words I have heard of and kind of know the definition but for me I don't really use them in my everyday vocabulary.
Sometimes... stop saying "sometimes!!!!!!" I hear whispering that I can't make out the words to.
Of course there is the usual calling my name by family members. My annoying brother (yes he is annoying he actually pokes our bird who is overly cute and of course pokes me as well) usually yells, "schizo come here" or "little one come here" he never calls me by my name. By the way I am NOT little. I am massively overweight and his older sister. My mom calls my real name all the time and I run over there and ask what she wants and she has the usual reply, "I never said anything."
Then i hear yelling occasionally like a fight. Usually by my family once again. I run over there and ask what the fighting is about and they said " there was nothing going on!" Now I honestly don't know if everyone is just messing with my mind.
And like Tsunamisurfer, I also have inaudible voices but I don't like calling them voices I just say its thought insertion. Weird though even with these I can tell the gender of it.
As for seeing things I see people mainly except yesterday night I had a weird hallucination while I was going to the bathroom. It acted like we are in a computer world in a computer game because the graphics were glitching just like you see in a computer game. I also see flashing lights but I know that can happen in a seizure but I have been tested for seizures though.
In a way I am lucky that my hallucinations are not as bad as a lot of people on here. My voices are not bad at all. I just hear and see things a few times a day. They are not continuous hallucinations at all. Most of the time it is silent in my head. Sometimes so silent that I don't even have my own thoughts! Blank mind.
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