(((((((((((irish))))))))))) I so wish I could give you a real hug and let you just cry on my shoulder (left one please) My heart and soul hears the pain in your words.. I completely understand the line about five things you like about yourself.... I can't come up with one not a single one... see now I am rambling, but then again I am known for that... Here is my shoulder for you to use at anytime you like,.....Linda