I'm 19 and unemployed. I feel like a dosser layabout as I admit I haven't really been trying hard enough to find work, though I'm not receiving benefits, but my parents and older brother are onto me to find a job. I got rejected from one interview and even McDonald's. -.- My qualifications are average, but it shows how competitive things are lately.

I've badly wanted to join the Army for a number of years but my mental health screwed that one up plus I'm unfit (a tad overweight, I'm ashamed to admit). I applied for an Access to HE course so I could go to university, but I had a bit of an anxiety attack when I was doing the English and Maths tests, there were so many people in the room and I couldn't think, though it was very basic. I then declined the chance to go back and redo it since we're possibly moving to Leeds in the near future anyway.

So yeah, my self-esteem is low. >.<